Tuesday, January 19, 2010

soar muscles

Well,

Today was my off day of boot camp. But it was a hugely spiritual boot camp. Just like regular boot camp makes my muscles hurt....so does my spiritual boot camp hurt. I am just gonna be real. I am really hurting. It is a good hurt...but am being convicted of areas of sin and this hurts. It is humbling. I am still in it, so I can't say I am out walking in joy yet. Right now I just feel condemnation, guilt. Now I know that this is from the enemy and there is no condemnation in Christ Jesus.....I just have to believe this....I know it....I need to embrace it. Do you ever feel so sick of messing up? Like sick of a certain cycle in your life? Like when will you ever learn and move on? I get that. So as I walk in this, I sit here and eat a bowl of ice cream. Sorry Kelly, I failed on the food journal today. It was good though. I topped it with a cookie. It too, was really good. I know, I know, I used food for comfort. Don't worry, I am going to my heavenly father to soothe my soar muscles.....

Tomorrow, Boot camp comes at 5:30 am and I will work hard for it. I will just work hard and make today my one cheat day of the week. Moving on.............

Praying you will exercise your spiritual and physical muscles...

Love,

Shelli

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